I remember catching fireflies when I was little, I never kept them in a jar cause I didn’t want to hurt them. I do remember catching them in butterfly nets, only slightly better then jars in the aspect that it offers the little bulby bugs a way out. I think back on those times a lot more now a days then I used to only for the reason that maybe I was all those fireflies, or maybe I perceive myself like them. The only downside is there will never be a net big enough to fit all the fireflies in the world and there in lies the parts of me that escape and are either hiding away or gone forever.
The catcher of the flies is the part of humanity that have lost all desire to enjoy the beauty of watching the glistening and the twinkling of each lightning bug.
The net is the crossroad to which we allow those who take out joy or we don’t.
As hard as it is right now, I have to believe this is not what will be the remaining chapter of life. I’ve got to believe this is here only so that I can learn from it and finally I have to believe that this too shall pass.
I told them no.
I am beyond excited. This is a chance I get to spend with some of the most incredible people I have ever met and nothing is going to change that. Money is not important, I have a job and i will get every cent back, I already have started but like I said, I’d rather spend this time with the people that I love. Money isn’t important, family is and I can not wait to see them again!
Nevada, I’m coming home. <3
my love for disney is immeasurable and working there again would honestly be the most fantastic experience imaginable but due to recent events I would think it wise for me to try again some other time. I will go back to disney but if I were to go now I think a huge part of me would have regret.
In these times, I will not abandon you.
she fires probably one of the most highly trained customer service reps which means there is now less reps. I was supposed to be trained for the title 2 months ago but due to wisdom teeth complications it didn’t go through. Well I have repeatedly asked her for about a month and a half to spare me the training hours so I can have the title. Nope. Still not happening. Alright then Jenn, you wanna hard ball. Go fuck yourself, I’ll get a new one.
there are reasons for certain people being put in your life. Sometimes you rarely know they’re there. but sometimes you do and the smallest amount of impact they make on your life will help shape you. I surround myself with beautiful and wonderful people and when they leave I always take that little part they gave to me and wear it in my heart so that when I go and I see them again I can show them what I made of it and how important they were and still are in my life.
One day you’re really gonna wish you told me those secret things because one day I won’t have ears to hear, eyes to see or a mouth to respond.
One day it’s gonna be filled with one of the big R’s.
and it won’t be relief.
IF YOU DON’T MARRY THAT BOY I’M LIABLE TO SMACK THE SENSE BACK INTO YA!